I don’t fall asleep anymore
Sometimes I rest
But it’s not like before
There’s no dewy coating on my lids when I rise in the morning
Instead premature wrinkles are forming in the dark underbellies of my eyes
Nap here, a rest there
But never any relief
I try to escape my realities
Hope to find myself in a dream
Instead my sleep is blank and bleak
And my thoughts lurk waiting for morning
science-judgment said: WHAT'S UR BIGGEST FEAR ABT COLLEGE? -- xx, anon
I guess it would be not having the courage to be an unadulterated version of myself. Editing myself for other people. Not fulfilling my own expectations.
You’re one of the best things to ever happen in my life.